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Whisper

by Sonja Malton

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Greg I had the extreme pleasure of taking part in a festival of the arts with Sonja, and watching her live was just amazing. I couldn't stop playing her songs in my head. Favorite track: I Lost a Shoe.
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1.
Best of Me 03:59
I fumble, I turn and fall down I hit the ground, uneasy on my feet I tremble, afraid of stepping out of time Every sway is clumsy, every motion incomplete But when you move, girl, you move me I'm kinda lazy, and I'm more than kinda slow But when I see you, girl, to catch you I would go, go, go Just picture me leaping, slow-motion, dramatic twirling through the air And you can laugh if you want to, 'cause it'd be funny But I wouldn't really care 'Cause when you move, girl, you move me So I will dance for you Crazy, clumsy, quirky as I may be Yes I will dance for you I may not be the best, but you can bet you'll always get The best of me I stand on sidewalks just watching people pass me by Feeling kinda dizzy, thinking "they can move, so why can't I?" Scared of looking foolish, I stand stock still Never joining the motion, but take my hand, and for you I will 'Cause when you move, girl, you move me So I will dance for you Foolish, self-conscious as I may be I will dance for you I may not be the best, but you can bet you'll always get The best of me Every step you take, my body's shaking And somewhere way down deep, where I was once asleep My body's waking Baby, I was lame, stuck in freeze-frame, until you came to me Look into my eyes, and realize Baby you are everything to me So I will dance for you "Head over heels" as I may be I will dance for you I may not be the best, but you can bet, you'll always get The best of me. The best of me.
2.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10... Once upon a time I was nothing Once upon a time I was no one at all Once upon a time I was nothing But once upon a time a breeze was blowing And it was soft and it was warm and so it filled my lungs I came into this world red-faced and screaming But you held me knowing something big had just begun And I would cry time and again But you would smile and say "Just count to ten, my love Just count to ten" Once upon a time no one was listening Once upon a time I was all alone Once upon a time no one was listening But once upon a time I heard you singing And it was calm and it was strong and so it filled my soul And there was something beautiful worth hearing And suddenly the world just didn't seem so cold And I would cry time and again And you would smile and say "Just count to ten, my love, Just count to ten... Count to ten and close your eyes And remember that I love you And even when you need to cry You can feel my light above you Just hold my hand And start again The world won't end it in the time it takes To count to ten Take a breath when you do wrong, Take a breath when you've been done wrong I am here, and you're so strong Don't push the world away I'm asking you to stay 'Cause who you're gonna be tomorrow Isn't how you feel today" Once upon a time I saw you weeping I never thought that such a thing could ever be And all the while you thought that I was sleeping Once upon a time someone was dying And once upon a time you tried to spread your wings But heavy hearts will make it hard for flying But take my hand and we can do most anything I have cried time and again So now it's my turn to smile and say "Just count to ten, Count to ten Let's count to ten and close our eyes Remember that I love you So even when you need to cry You can feel my light above you Just hold my hand And we'll start again The world won't end in the time it takes us To count to... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10...
3.
Who Knew 03:56
Bare toes treading carefully down A little path of rocks Dim flashlight leads us around to the dock At way past midnight And it hard to see But it's easy to breathe We fill our lungs with wild tranquility We're just a little boat in the middle of the bay While everyone's asleep An open sky and it's getting hard to keep Myself from gasping 'Cause now it's easy to see And so it's hard to breathe 'Cause our lungs are held 'cause it's so astonishing 'Cause there's no moon But there's oh, so many stars Who knew There could be so many stars? Do you Know just how fortunate we are? Who knew A night like this could exist, let alone be ours? It's hard to think this was just another Ordinary day 'Cause now I see you in extraordinary light and there's nothing to say but "holy wow" How lucky can I be? And I don't wanna breathe For fear of blowing away this Surreal serenity And then laughing All our clothes are tossed away And then gasping We just leap into the bay An insignificant two Astounded and frozen outside time Who knew In such a grand expanse there was even a chance that you'd be mine? And who knew That water could be so warm? And who knew That I would find a home In you? Yet here we are and we've only just begun Well who knew? In a world where there's so much wrong We've somehow found a bit of perfection
4.
Inspired By 03:51
Yesterday I saw a man A man I had seen every day before yesterday and He offered me his hand But I refused to recognize his face So he went away But what good came from staying still? There was so much there to fill me But I didn't know I was empty Yesterday I wore my shoes To walk a floor I've walked a hundred times before but It did not want me to stay 'Cause my shoes were getting in the way Of hearing what it had to say to me So I left it be Yesterday I let go one big sigh and saw a city fall down And I said "Wow, look how big I am!" Inspired by just how tall it seemed that I could stand I thought I was the sky Then I cried when there was nowhere safe to land Yesterday I watched my mother smile Telling stories through her open arms and open eyes and Suddenly, well there was the sky, there was the world And then there was I Just a crying little girl Inspired by her open eyes I held her hand And I said "Wow mum, look how small I am" Last night I dreamed I found my wide and wond'ring baby eyes When I opened them to see the morning sky As it had never looked before I took his hand, he smiled, and we ran barefoot for a while And sang the music booming from the floor Today I said "hello" To someone that I did not know Looking through my mother's eyes I'm inspired by The too-long while it took to see The world is bigger than me.
5.
Whisper 04:27
Remember when we made a bed From ratty blankets in that unfinished shed in my backyard Before the fall had really fell Remember how we watched the stars up through the naked rungs And we let the summer wind just fill our waking lungs And I've never been so wide awake And I have never breathed so well But whisper, whisper 'Cause someone else is sleeping Now listen, listen 'Cause while we're wildly keeping calm Our silhouetted hearts are beating heavy, hard And then we're gone But I won't tell anyone We midnight danced out in the street No music, all the sound was rhythm scraping feet And laughing sighs And there were never any cars Then it was cold and so we ran down empty rooms and halls And see how the echos ring And shadowed corners boom and call And invite affection in the dark 'Cause after all, the night is ours But tiptoe, tiptoe, 'Cause someone might be listening But don't go, don't go I feel your body twisting in fear As all the world is loud, resisting heavy, hard But I'm right here And I'm not going anywhere The moon is bright and it's alright if you go home tonight The tide is something you can't fight when weary, unsteady The room was cold when whispers told you how you would unfold But unravel all you need 'cause I will hold you until you're ready. Remember when we made a bed Could we now make a life instead? Shh... you can answer in a whisper
6.
No Words 04:50
No words; no words to speak Just eyes; just eyes and the deep, deep Deep, deep breathing The deep, deep breathing No words; no words to hear Just hands; just hands and we're Still just breathing The deep, deep breathing Deep and heavy breathing No words Eyes closed; eyes closed out there On the whole imperfect world But in here; in here eyes open And I see the world's most perfect girl And she is breathing So I can keep on breathing Eyes closed Your heart; your heart you open wide For only me to see So there; there upon I rest The most restless parts of me I lied; I lied when I said I wasn't thinking anything But I; I just wanted to take in All the quiet that you bring So let's just keep on breathing 'Cause I sleep; I sleep better when you're there And I run; I run my fingers through your hair And breathing is easy Breathing deep and heavy Breathing is easy Steady, deep, and heavy breathing Deep, deep breathing I tried to shed the mask of insecurity I wore Then I cried 'cause my happiness was sore Your smile, your lips, your eyes, Your love Your... love Your... No words
7.
I'm running away from the city Away from the power lines and the neon signs And the grand designs of people who don't know They're only itty bitty in the grand scheme of things I sink my toes in A quiet lake that no one goes in The afternoon I'm spending on the river I've met a loon, and I'm floating with her The lily-pads and reeds are whispering underneath The bow of my canoe Everything is beauty as the world is singing to me But all I see is you It's hard for me to sleep Without you with me But I feel you in the deepest waves as they're keeping time So as the music starts to sweep in I get my balance steady Somewhere, you're dancing too So I dance with you And I think I'll sleep just fine Fine tonight I think I'll sleep just fine The sleeping bag is comfortable But it would be more so if it were tightly pulled Over you and me and we had all we'd ever need And there was nowhere else to go It's hard for me to sleep Without you near me But I can feel you in the deepest grooves of my smile lines So I'm laughing underneath And I know you hear me 'Cause somewhere, you're laughing too So I laugh with you And I think I'll sleep just fine Fine tonight I think I'll sleep just fine tonight There's soot marks on my sweater As the coals start dying down And separate, but together We both lay down And it smells so damn divine Like smoke and cedar So I sink deeper into the passing time And the stars align and I know you're mine So I think I'll sleep just fine Fine tonight I think I'll sleep just fine tonight I think I'll sleep just fine... etc.
8.
Gravity 04:39
Hold me down I am strong But not as strong as you Or gravity So pick me up I feel so heavy Breathe me in but don't say You need me How many times is one too many? How many lungs get to breathe my body? How many falls will push me right over Until I go over the edge of it all? Into a pit of hands That's where my body always seems to land Push me back Against a wall I've felt them all before It's nothing new But if you lay me down The ground will burn me So spin me round It'll be OK as long as you can't See me How many crimes do I silently carry? How many knives get to brush my body? How many smiles has it been since I went over? And over, and over, and over, and over Into another stranger's dance Another fine romance My private pit of hands Take your control I was not quite whole to begin with Then leave me cold 'Cause I have sold you all of my skin Without a word So no one heard a thing You can touch me here But never breach me Pull me near But don't expect to teach me To obey I may freeze and so I may stay But you should know this is not OK with me Some day I'll be strong as gravity
9.
I lost a shoe What will I do, what will I do? I can't go anywhere without a shoe to take me there What will I do, what will I do? I lost a shoe What will I do? I lost my shoe I'm blaming you 'Cause I thought of you and away I flew My shoe fell through the air, it could have landed anywhere Away I flew when I thought of you, I though of you and I lost my shoe 'Cause away I flew when I though of you I'm losing sleep I'm counting sheep but I'm losing sleep You came into my head when I was getting into bed I'm counting sheep but I'm losing sleep 'Cause I thought of you and away I flew Away I flew and I lost my shoe What will I do, what will I do? I've lost my mind I'm feeling fine, but I've lost my mind I spent the day thinking up lovely things to say I'm feeling fine, but I've lost my mind I've lost my mind, so I'm counting sheep I'm counting sheep 'cause I'm losing sleep 'Cause I thought of you and away I flew Away I flew and I lost my shoe I'm blaming you, I lost my shoe What will I do, what I do? I'll marry you If you say "I do" then I'll marry you You took my mind and sleep and shoe but whoop-di-do We'll make it through Don't miss your cue to say "I do" You say "I do" and I'll marry you I didn't really like the shoe But I like you So I'll marry you with just one shoe That's what I'll do, that's what I'll do I lost a shoe, but I got you
10.
Mending my perforated conscience I'm heading down that huge expanse Of concrete and painted lines And staying to the right Look forward, all the lights are twinkling Look back and laugh 'Cause the city doesn't even know I'm leaving Everybody's trying to go some place But not as nice a place as me 'Cause I'm going home I'm going home Now I know I made the right decision Even though I wanna go, I know that I could always return But still there's water blurring up my vision Thinking of unfinished bridges I may have just burned But I'm not alone 'Cause I'm heading home I'm going home And so the grey turns to green And air turns to clean And sad is just a place that I have seen The grey turns to green I'll sing out across the highway And pretty soon I'll be just fine See, I've been in the very right place But at the very wrong time So I'm going home So I don't have to be alone I'm going home To you The dim turns to bright And the falling turns to flight And lonely's just a place that I have been But now the grey turns to green
11.
Inside my bedroom ceiling There lives a little mouse And when my head is reeling He lulls me to sleep with little sounds And I will drift away To the symphony of little mouse breathing And I'll allow him to stay 'Cause I wouldn't want to hurt his little mouse feelings It's just another night Lying on my bed It's just another night With music in my head There is a girl in the walls She's fifteen years old She listens to me play my guitar Occasionally she calls to me But I don't answer anymore By the time she's me she says she'll a big, big movie star It's just another night Memories all around It's just another night With music to be found And if I don't see anyone today I don't think I'd mind It's just that people can be so loud and I'm of the quiet kind And you always say things like "I love you more than you could ever know" But I wanna know It's a long way down to the ground from this Pedestal In between my pillows and sheets I've made a fort, "No boys allowed" It's designed to hide from eyes that try so hard to understand me There's nothing to see from my nose to my feet No imperfections to be found But if you want inside, just close your eyes And I'll sing so you can see me It's just another night Nothing left to feel It's just another night With music to heal me It's just another night Of ceiling, walls, and bed Of mouse, and girl, and head Of nothing left to be said.

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released January 29, 2014

Additional vocals, keys, and percussion by Noemi Parenteau-Comfort

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